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It's because I have money. Or maybe it's because I can dance and sing. Maybe it's because I have a famous crew watching my back. Whatever it is, it makes you "adore" me.
Yeah, sure, I've met lots of famous people. A lot of my close friends are famous now too. Is that why you love me? Because of my popularity status? Then you didn't take the time to know me. How can you love someone you don't know?
I can dance and sing. It's my job and it's a gift God gave me. That's great that you see that, but God gave me other gifts too, you know. To love me for just one of those gifts, means you didn't realize my others. You didn't get to know me. How can you love me when you don't know the real me?
I have money because it's a perk of the job. Is that the reason you call my name? Because if I got to know the real you I would buy you the stars and the moon? Then you wouldn't know the real me and that doesn't seem, fair does it?
I give you what you want. Even though sometimes, I don't want to. I tell you what you want to hear because that's all I was ever taught to say. I look the way I look because people want me to look that way. I act the way I act because I can't show you the real me.
What about what I want? Maybe I like to tell people I won't answer their questions. Or I won't wear those pants. Or I can snort when I laugh and it's not unattractive. I have to shield the real me, though, so you can have YOUR image of me.
So maybe it's my fault you don't know the real me. You can't see the real me. One day I'll show you who that man is, because you deserve to know him. One day I'll return the love you give to me. Then I'll be the fan and you'll be the celebrity in the spotlight. As of right now, our status stands. I don't know you and you don't know the REAL me. Doesn't seem fair does it?
Jc Chasez
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